Planning. How often do we plan our lives only to find that life, essentially, has other plans. New Years Resolutions, starting diets or exercise plans, social engagements, travel planning, house hold budgeting... all best laid plans that sometimes work exactly as planned and sometimes don't. The great thing about being human is the ability to adapt.
Last Wednesday I went to the hospital as directed at 10:40 AM. Having nothing to eat or drink since 11:30 the night before, I was a little dehydrated and very hungry. Considering that this empty stomach prior to anesthesia rule also meant no morning coffee, I was in a surprisingly good mood. Each time someone asked "Do you have any questions?", I simply answered "no, but just so you know, resuscitate but don't keep me on life support". To which the nurse and doctor both responded that while it was nice to know, this was not likely to be an issue.
Fast forward maybe 90 minutes later and my doctor had apparently told me what happened, let me know that I wouldn't recall our conversation, then went to speak with my family. Fast forward another 45 minutes or so. At this point I'm lucid and feeling great. No throat pain. At all.
Now I can understand what my doctor is saying. He completed one of the planned procedures and I'll be recovering from that for a few days, but my tonsils are still in tact. He said at least one had attached to my carotid artery - this is the major artery that supplies blood to the brain. Had he continued his attempt to remove the tonsil, he risked damaging the carotid, and that would be dangerous.
I didn't have the presence of mind to ask about the other side.
I did what any adaptable woman coming out of anesthesia would have done - I cried. All the planning: preparing for my absence at work, stocking up on ice pops, eating, bringing my mom into town, etc. I know that the tears were mostly my reaction to coming out of the anesthesia and I felt silly but suddenly it seemed like all my meticulous plans were for naught.
New plan - back to work and feeling pretty good. I can get back to exercise sooner than anticipated and this means that I will absolutely be ready for some upcoming 5K runs and the CDPHP Workforce Team Challenge.
And, in case you were curious... If the doctor decides that a tonsillectomy is still the best course of action to take, I would have to go to a larger hospital, with more sophisticated equipment and a vascular surgeon on hand to stop the bleeding... just in case.